Unwanted feelings

Why do these tears keep falling down my face,

confused thoughts go racing in my head all the time,

If love is short and lasts so long i would rather freeze

then die of a broken heart,

I don't know whats wrong with me but I space out so much,

most peopel can't even see the truth even if its in my eyes,

sick of trying to hide how I feel when its screaming in my head,

when I look in the mirror all I see is this lonely person stairing back,